friendship

okay, i write this instead of wasting my leisure time, in this post I would tell about friendship, i'm not a pro in this case, but hell yeah.. we are all have special person right? even a freaky game addicted boy or an over glamour girl, ya of course they have..

actually this is about me, a boy who doesn't care a lot about friendship
, unless if i'm in love with someone. told ya, i don't care about  friendship a lot, so if i have friends, they're just "friends" not even more than that, like "best friend, special friend, mood booster, yeah whatever you call it, it's just "friends" in my mind dictionary. I don't even understand why almost girls have a best friend but barely their friendship stay longer than 1 month, they always say"i'm grateful to have a best friend like you" at the the day when they say to each other"you're my best friend" actually it's good to hear someone have a best friend, but it's diffrent in the couple of day later.. well i guess this's common, they are starting to say "i thought you're diffrent" and they are starting to "talk" about each other in the bad side  . grrr.. is this what they call friendship/best friend? gimme a break, i would rather to have no best friend-___-"


"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." do yo know..in the past i can't even realize, when we have a trouble we surely need someone to talks. And do you know it's a strange feelin when you have a problem and you don't know what to do.. but unpredictable, unbieliveable, and it's out of my mind.. there is someone that care about you when you're have a problem but you don't even care about them at the beginning, and they're care about you with no reason. i just silent here deep down in my mind, howecome.. it's something like.. i can't tell it..beacuse  it's between outstanding happiness and strange felling. When everyone are busy with their world, she came get near to me and sit next to me, she stared at me for a while then she asked me with her feminim voice "hey, are you ok?" .. "y,ya.."i said, "oh, i'm sorry if i'm bothering"she said, "no,no.. thanks for asking"i answered quickly, "ok.do you have a problem?"asked she, "no, but ya a little" i answered with no idea, "if you have a problem just share it to me, anytime ok?"she said while she stand up and walk away. It was just an ilustration from me. 


Know i now a little bit about how friendship made, but i hope i'd not know how friendship broke. In the past i don't care abou friendship, but now i have a friend who always be there when i need to talks, and so do i.. i will always be here and ready to listen how long it is. It's good to have a friend like her, and i don't know why i can hold this friendship.. cause i've never to be close to someone  more than this.

Anyway, have a best friend is good, so if you have a bestfriend, you must hold that frienship!.. even if they're not.. cause if they're your real best friend, they will be need you certainly.

well my english is bad, and i'm a bad writer. sorry for that.